Caca marba

Hari ni macam2 jadi. Aku call Mr P then recommended. Alhamdulillah. Nervous gila nak call pon. Berakhir satu penantian. Tunggu jawapan akhir plak pasni.

Aku confirm berhenti kerja kat SK. Last day hujung bulan ni. Lega sangat. Dalam gembira, aku sebenarnya rasa seksa kerja kat sana. Macam mana nak jelaskan? Terlalu rumit yang aku sendiri tak mahu ingatkan dah.

Malaysia menang lawan Indonesia malam ni. Yup! Itu satu berita baik untuk semua rakyat Malaysia. Aku mesti cakap yang aku bangga. Siapa yang tak bangga wey.

Then aku check email. Member aku cakap dia dah dapat placement. Alhamdulillah, rezeki dia dah sampai. Sambil2 tu scroll fb. Aku tak tahu apa yang buat jantung aku berdegup sumpah gila kencang yang aku rasa sama macam penonton2 yang tengok Malaysia lawan Indonesia tadi. FYI, aku tak tengok sebab aku kerja.

Demmit! Perasaan tu datang balik. Aku sure yang aku ok tapi apasal jantung aku nih? I guess it is juat a natural response. Dan itulah sebab utama aku menulis malam ni. Aku tak boleh luahkan pada sesiapa sebab ini bukan benda yang aku nak bincangkan. Aku hanya nak luahkan dan inilah tempat terbaik.

So, untuk atasi masalah bodoh ni, aku kena ingatkan diri aku niat dan matlamat aku. Sekali lagi. Sebab manusia mudah lupa dan kena selalu diingatkan.

Nur Anis,
Ingat tak janji nak berubah? Untuk tidak lagi terlibat dalam segala kancah2 ni?
Ingat janji pada Allah, pada diri sendiri.
Ingat yang luka semalam masih lagi berdarah dan tak sembuh. Jangan robekkan lagi dengan cuka dan belati tajam.
Ingat yang Allah sentiasa bersama hamba-Nya yang sentiasa berusaha untuk berubah.
Ingat matlamat dan tujuan hidup ni.
Ingat dosa semalam yang belum lagi diampunkan.
Ingat yang hidup ni penuh dugaan.
Ingat bahawa nak jadi baik tu memang susah.

Okey, aku rasa cukuplah kot. Apa2 pon aku yang kena kuat. Diri aku. Hati aku. Memang kadang2 aku pon tak paham dengan hati aku.

Sekarang ni aku cuma nak fokus pada kerjaya aku, mama dan abah serta janji2 aku pada keluarga aku. Tahu tak apa list to do aku tahun depan?

1) Pergi umrah dengan mama
2) Beli rumah? =p
3) Bawa family bercuti ke Kota Kinabalu
4) Pakai braces
5) Sponsor kakak pakai braces

Hmmm..rasanya tu jela kot. Aku ni nak kena basuh baju sebab esok kerja. Tapi sebelum tu nak layan tv dulu.

Bye!

What kind of Girlfriend are you

Your Result

You respresent the balance between the push over girl freind and the way too high strong girlfreind. You know when to forgive your beau when he makes a mistake. And when to be mad, because he was just plain out worng. Just make sure to keep that balance


ps: I dunno. You tell me.

Are you a heartbreaker

You're not a Heart Breaker!:D

You like having a serious relationship. And when it comes to an end, you're not the one who usually breaks it. You like having long relationships, and you pay attention to the personality more than looks. So keep living your life like it is, and look forward to a happy steady life :D

ps: Kalo cakap pasal sape yang selalu end relationship, aku pernah buat sekali je. So betollah apa yang tulis kat atas tu. =p Yes, i like having long relationships but i never been once. Maybe it is not the right time yet.

Which Guy Should You Date

Nick

He's depresssed, all the time. But once you know him, he gets happier. He IS emo, and is constantly cutting himself. He can make you laugh though. You just have to get to know him. He will become protective. He's into heavy metal and screamo. If your into emos, go after him. Have fun with your emo.

ps: I think I've found one and lost him. Yup, he is emo and then be happier once we are together. He said I have changed him a lot. Changed him for better. But then he left me and makes me be a better person. Yes, he is protective. I love the way he protect me, care for me. He listens to heavy metal which is actually I cannot stand. He is now just a sweet memory for me.

What Kind of Coffee Are You

Frappucino

You are lively and fun! People will always enjoy you! But don't be too crazy. You'll creep people out...

ps: Fun keeee? Macam tak jeeee. Aku tak rasa aku frappucino. Crazy tu mungkin ya. Hahahaha. Dan creeping people out tu ye. Tapi fun tu mungkin bukan sepanjang masa. Maybe applicable when it is the right time at the right place with the right people only. But the whole time? No way!

Who are you

You're a Lexxy!

You are a Lexxy! Otherwize known as, sexxy lexxy! Although you may come across as a flirt, you can be in a real relationship! You don't give a beep about what people think, good! You will stand up for your friends and anyone that comes in your way will be taken down! You are very optomistic and that's an amazing trait to have! Keep on being sexxy lexxy!

ps: Aku tak rasa aku seksi ponnnn. Celah mana nak seksi? Flirting? Soooo not me! Aku biasa2 je. Tak suka nak gedik2 dengan lelaki tapi aku suka berkawan dengan lelaki. The matured one. Sebab somehow I learn something. Don't you?

Do you over react about things

You don't over react

You handle things in the way that they need to be handle. You let things go when they need to be and address things that needs to be addressed. You've found a happy medium.

ps: Betol la kot. Nak over react pon watpe. Wat penat.